The Strongest Prison

I am very grateful today. Being able to move on my own, my FREE WILL. Being able to still think of a BRIGHT future, having hopes and dreams. I am very grateful and i want to take care of this body, especially my mind.

I realized that what I did when I was still young was bad, banging my head. The mind is so hard to understand. How it works is a mystery to me, it is so powerful. As a matter of fact for me it can be the strongest prison ever made. It can restrict you fully for a long time. I really value more of this body.

I hope I can change for the best. The best that I can be. I don't want to have any regrets in life (who wants it though?). Life is still hard isn't it? You really need to work hard, which is contrary to me.

hayy.... I don't know what to do. I want to help but my mind imprisons me to do so. My mind makes my body so lazy! I hate it! I hope I am an escape artist so I could escape it easily. I hope I could help many people in simple things in my life. That I could share something helpful with them. But it seems I could not.

I wish I could change for a day. And see myself, how I relate to others. How bad I act to them. I wish I could be in japan and see the difference. Try to live a better me everyday realizing things I need to. I wish to be not me? How I wish I will wish something better soon. I wish to get out of this prison soon and find true freedom within.