To describe the feeling i had this past 3 days the pressure is not quite hard but i can feel it. An invisible pressure kills me more than the outside pressure i can see. Nalulungkot ako at sumasakit ang puso ko pag iniisip ko na mag boboard exam na ako. Ang lahat ng effort at sakripisyo nina mami at daddy para lang makapag review ako at pumasa ako ng board. Ayoko mabalewala ang mga pinaghirapan nila kaya sobra lalo ang pressure sa akin.
I will feel very sad and useless if i failed the boards. I am really setting my goals good and doing it quite on the schedule and on the right track. To describe the lecturers of PRN if it will always be the core lecturers my 16k will not be in vain. I hope that my efforts will be enough to pass and God will help me dealing with all this stress and barriers.
I have a dream and I don't know kung sa sakin nga ba talaga nag originate yun. Natatakot ako mangarap ng pangarap ng parang walang pupuntahan. Nakakaawa siguro akong klaseng tao dahil ala akong pangarap na pinupursue na akin. HMMM...sabagay ang pangarap ko na medyo bagay sa pinasok ko ngaun eh maging lecturer..kaso i don't know if I can really have the guts and the will to sacrifice most of my time studying.
In order to gain something you need to sacrifice something. Equivalent exchange applies to all i guess.
Sana super talino ko na! and sana inayos ko na from the start pa lang. I hate it kung ganito ako. Sana gumaling na ang pagkatamad ko na sakit. HAys..till next time..c u..dadating na tom si ate lai2..sana maging ok na ang lahat..ata? ang bahay ay sana maging ok.
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